For those interested, the note reads:
I wish I could apologize to your face, but then you’d ask what spurred the apology. I wish I could confess my guilt, but it would not soothe it. It would merely burden you with the knowledge of who I am and what I’ve done.
It’s foolish to believe the world starts and ends with our own lives. I failed to see (that). I failed to see the bigger picture through the smoke of vengeance and the veil of my own greed. There’s something coming. Something huge. And it all began with me.
(de)spite it all. know that a day does not go by(th)at I am not sorry. For I have let you down.
I’m sorry. I am so sorry